Yet another survey....sorry peps.....not much to talk about right now

45 of the most random things you probably never needed to know about someone


whats your name spelt backwards?: nahallac
What did you do last night?: I stayed home
The last thing you downloaded onto your computer?: Music
Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery?: Yes
Last time you swam in a pool?: Last summer
What are you wearing?: Red/black/gray pinstripe pants and a grey shirt
How many cars have you owned?: 2
Type of music you dislike most?: Country
Are you registered to vote?: Yes
Do you have cable?: Yes
What kind of computer do you use?: Sony Vaio laptop
Ever made a prank phone call?: Too many
You like anyone right now?: Eh
Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?: Neither, though I would do bungee over sky
Furthest place you ever traveled?: India
What's your favorite comic strip?: Peanuts?
Do u know all the words to the national anthem?: Most
Shower, morning or night?: Usually morning
Best movie you've seen in the past month?: Hmmm.....Underworld 3
Favorite pizza toppings?: Depends on where I get it from
Chips or popcorn?: Chips
What cell phone provider do you have?: Verizon
Have you ever smoked peanut shells?: No
Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?: No
Orange Juice or apple?: OJ
Who were the last people you sat at lunch with?: Joanne
favorite chocolate bar?: Before.....Kit Kat
Who is your longest friend and how long?: Beth...I'm appoximating 17 years
Last time you ate a homegrown tomato?: Never.
Have you ever won a trophy?: Sure
Favorite arcade game?: Is Tetris one? If not, Pac-man
Ever ordered from an infomercial?: No
Sprite or 7-UP?: Sierra Mist
Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school/work?: Yes, thank God when those days were over
Last thing you bought at Walgreens?: Ummm.....index cards
Ever thrown up in public?: Yes, I feel so bad for the other people who have to endure that
Would you prefer being a millionaire or finding true love?: I think that both are a possibility
Do you believe in love at first sight?: Not really
SPONGEBOB OR JIMMY NEUTRON?: Neither
Did you have long hair as a young kid?: Yes, to my booty
What message is on your voicemail machine?: I don't have one
Where would you like to go right now?: Home
Whats the name of your pet?: Jasper
What kind of back pack do you have, and what's in it?: An orange one that rolls.....probably some stuff from Africa
What do you think about most?: Life


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Death

Above: My sis, Mamaw C., and me

Above: My Mamaw C and me

This is a post from my myspace on February 24, 2008. My Mamaw C. passed away on February 22, 2008. I still have my moments where I miss her terribly, but that's okay. You wouldn't miss or think of someone that you didn't love dearly. :)

So, when you have a death in the family, of course it makes you reflect and think about all sorts of things. My life since I found out my Mamaw C. passed away on Friday morning has been so emotionally draining that it's ridiculous. It's not just because of her death, but it's a lot of things going on in my life all at once.

I have realized that some people are not what they seem, I have realized that there are people in my life that I am happy to have beside me during a storm, I have realized that family is one of the most important things in this world, I have realized a lot about myself too.

We had a purity conference this weekend too. It was great actually. Just needed to give mention to that.

Anyway, my Mamaw C. was one of the most caring, loving, compassionate, amazing, stubborn, hard-headed, determined, wouldn't hurt a fly, loved Jesus with all her heart women. She amazed me all the time. So, yesterday while going through some of her personal items and pulling out stuff that made me smile because of certain memories, I could only think of the fact that the world is only temporary. Thankfully.

What have I done to make an impact in my world? It's not just what you do in your past, but what did you do today or even this past week that has made an impact? I said I had been very comtemplative today, so bear with me. I do have somewhere to go...........

Anyway, while I was at the funeral today and with all the old hymns and everything that was playing, I expected to only be thinking of my Mamaw, and I was, but you know what I was honestly sitting there balling my eyes out about? My family. My unsaved family. I was crying out to God that my family would be saved. That my Dad would FINALLY see the truth. I seriously could have just ate some carpet during the funeral and prayed. That's how strong the burden was at that time. My Mamaw, I am going to miss her dearly, but I will see her someday and she is happy being in Heaven, running on streets of gold, talking with Jesus, and being with her husband, son, brothers, parents, family members, and friends that were already home. I can't be sad for her. She's not suffering anymore.

Anyway, I wrote this for two reasons. 1.) Maybe you, the reader, can understand/feel what I am trying my best to say. That you would realize that you're not alone in your desire to make a difference and to do more, to care more, to pray and cry out to God more. 2.) For me to remember this day. That today there have been revelations and reminders. Today, things are going to change.

Love you all and thanks for reading if you did. :)

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Indepth Survey About You [Perfect For Allowing People To Get To Know You Better]


::Background Info::
Name: Mary
Age: 27
Date of Birth: 9-12
Place of Birth: KY
Ethnic Background/Ancestry: Irish and American Indian
Languages You Speak: English for sure....ha ha A bit of Spanish, Swahili, and ASL
Relationship Status: Single
School Situation: Non-existant right now
Job Situation: Admin Assist for the GOV
Do you drive?: Yes
Do you smoke cigarettes?: Def negative
Do you drink alcohol on a regular basis?: Not even occasionally
Do you do recreational drugs at least occasionally?: Uhhhh......no
Family Situation [Who do you live with?]: My parents....hey, have you heard about the economy lately?
::Your Appearance [Physical]::
Natural hair color: Uhh....almost black
Hair Type [Straight, Wavy, Curly, etc]: Straight is preferable, but it's naturally curly
Long or short?: Medium at the moment...heading towards long...then if you know me well....short again. ha ha
Current Hair Style: Messy and in a ponytail
Eye color: Golden brown
Eye shape: Almond
Do you have freckles?: A few scattered
Skin tone/complexion: Fair....very fair...they should put me in a Twilight movie, they would save on make-up...ha ha
Do you have a tan?: It's winter in Ohio....what do you think?
Height: 5' 6 1/2"
Body Type/Build: Ummm.....exactly where I should be at this point of the journey :)
Shoe Size: 11
Any scars?: I'm a KY girl, of course I have scars
Physical feature that stands out the most: My eyes I suppose
::Your Appearance [Fashion]::
Tattoos?: Nopers
Piercings?: 9 in my ears
What subculture do you gravitate towards the most?: I hate labels.
How would you describe your style?: Me
Tshirts and jeans -or- Dresses/Suits?: Jeans
Sneakers -or- Heels/Dress Shoes?: Flip-flops
Tight or baggy pants?: Ones that fit
What color do you wear most often?: That's easy....black
What do you wear on an average day around the house?: PJ'S!!!!
What do you wear to sleep?: See above
What is your jewelry style?: Next to none except for earrings
How about shoes? Any brands you love/wear a lot?: Old Navy flip-flops
Do you paint your nails?: Not usually. I will keep up with my toenails in the summer though.
What is your make-up style?: Extreme. =D Eye make-up only
Do you carry around bags or purses?: I guess some would consider them bags
What are your favorite accessories?: My earrings and sunglasses
Do you wear sunglasses a lot?: When the sun is out...unless I'm tanning, then you get interesting tan lines on your face
What is your favorite way to dress? [Sexy, Cute, Modest, Professional, etc]: Depends on my mood
Does fashion mean a lot to you?: Not really, I go my own way when it comes to fashion
::Your Beliefs::
Do you have a religion/spirituality?: I have a relationship with God
Do you believe in a supreme being?: Of course
Life after death?: Definitely
Heaven and Hell?: Most definitely
Angels and Demons?: Ohhhh yes....when you've seen them, you'll never doubt again
Aliens?: Ummm.....not really
Reincarnation?: Nope
Horoscopes?: Come on people...seriously? No
Fortune Telling?: Nope.
If you have a faith/relgion, is it the most important thing in your life?: Absolutely 100% yes
What are your views on abortion?: It is murder, pure and simple
Gay marriage?: Abomination
Politics?: Super conservative
Political Correctness?: Eh
Are you more Liberal or Conservative?: I think I already answered that
How do you feel about sex outside of marriage?: Bad, bad, bad....it's a sin....why waste something so precious as your wedding night with the person you will spend the rest of your life with?
::Dating and Relationships::
Would you date a person with a different religion than you?: Not likely...that is important
How about polar opposite political beliefs?: Mmm.....I don't know
What are qualities you look for in a bf/gf?: Let me go see what I put on some of my old dating sites...ha ha...no, hardcore Christian, stands for his beliefs, good personality, funny, loves to travel, etc. Physically: Eyes, teeth/smile, arms, not too thin and not to big either, etc.
What kind of personality issues do you dislike?: Arrogance, compulsive liars, fakes, egotistical, etc.
Looks or personality?: Both...they go hand in hand in my opinion
Are you shallow?: I don't think so
Do you fall in love easily?: Used to
How do you know you like someone?: When I finally stop being oblivious Ha ha
What do you usually do when you like someone, or think you like someone?: I used to go tell them and then get shut down... :) ... now, I'm just gonna wait. It's worth waiting for.
Do you like to take things fast or slow?: Medium
Casual dating -or- Serious committed relationship?: Definitely serious committed
What is your philosophy on dating/love/relationships?: I think that you shouldn't date until you are in the place where you want to get married. That's where it's supposed to lead, right?
Is there a difference between liking someone and having a crush on someone?: I think so. Crushes are fleeting cause you don't know them and liking someone takes time because that requires knowing them.
Do you like the other person to make the move first?: At this point in my life.....yes.
What would ruin a relationship?: That's a very broad question.....lots of things.
Would your ideal guy/girl call you? Or would you call them?: Mary ;)
Would you expect them to make all the moves?: Nah.
Would you expect them to be with you 24/7?: Definitely no. I need some space.
Are you a jealous person?: Not usually. Only if they constantly bring up how hot other girls are in my presence. That's just wrong by the way.
Obsessive?: No.
Overly emotional?: Not in a relationship.
Do you think you would be a good gf/bf?: I'm a wonderful GF actually.
::Your Future::
What do you want to do with your life?: Whatever God wants me to do. I know that travelling and missions work is definitely a part of that plan.
Is getting married important to you?: Yes. I know I won't be single the rest of my life. Right now though, I'm not fretting over it. God's got it all in control.
Want kids?: I think so. ;)
How many?: Probably no more than 2.
Do you wanna be rich?: Yes, doesn't everyone?
If you had to choose between a huge career and a family, would you?: Family always comes first.
What is your idea of success?: Being a productive person in the kingdom of God.
What is your main goal in life?: I think I have answered that with all the above questions. :)
::A Little Bit of Random Stuff::
Favorite music?: I'm an ecclectic. No country or polka though. ;)
Favorite bands/artists?: That could be an extensive list: Plumb, Emery, Tenth Avenue North, Within Temptation, Jesus Culture.......
Any plans for today?: Yes, gonna go hang with one of my best friends.
What do you like to do with your free time?: Be with my God, read, chill in my PJ's, be with my family and friends, travel, have fun, etc.


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It's all about me

So, I had everyone fill out a survey about me...if you want to be added to the list, e-mail me. Ha ha


2. Summarize me in three words: You are AMAZING.(SK) Great Godly woman (SM) Cool, Fun, Good friend. (RH) you are sweet. :D (S) Compassionate, Dramatic :-), NJERI (CB) crazy, funny, good friend (JD)


3. Where did we meet: The airport! :D (SK) In Terre Haute, IN (CB)


4. Take a stab at my middle name: Elizabeth?? (SK) ann? (SM) Louis Antoinette Sniggashnerkasburgensteinofferson (RH) Louise (CB) haha we talk about this all the time because I forget lol...and still i succeed at forgetting lol (JD) ((The correct answer is: Louise))


5. How long have you known me: 6 years (SM) I don't know.....recently? couple months...or 5 years :P (RH) Round about 13 years (CB) since August 2008 (JD)


9. Am I happy: ohhh yes :D (SK) Absolutely (SM) I believe so...... (RH) you're always a bubbly, sweet person; but no one is ALWAYS happy. haha. :P (S) almost always (JD) ((Absolutely, 100%, yes! {I sound like Randy from American Idol. Ha ha}))


10. Am I a good person: Yep……………When you're asleep. (RH) yes very (JD)


11. What was your first impression of upon meeting me/seeing me: she's soooo crazy lolol (SK) that you are a very good person (SM) Oh hai! OMGOSH Havent scene joo forevas! (RH) i thought you were so cool. lol. :] (S) "Don't like her!!! Scared she'll sit on me!!!" (CB) hmmm she seems really nice... (JD)


12. What's one of my favorite things to do: getting your hair dyed lol (SK) shop for mac makeup (SM) Deliver throat punches to midgets. (RH) praise god! annnnd find things with butterflies on them. ahaha. (wild guess on the second one. hahaha.) (S) Worship (CB) hmm you have many (JD) ((The correct answer is: almost all of the above.))


13. Am I funny: Looking. Haha, JK...yes. (CB) yes always (JD)


14. How do you make me smile: being my blonde self rofl (SK) by hugging me (SM) Attention ladies......I enjoyed "The Notebook". (RH) I talk about when you used to babysit me. (CB)


15. What's my favorite type of music: christian rock (plum, emery, tenth avenue north) (SK) hmm, you like a lot of types....country or polka definatly. (RH) Anything Plumb-ish. ;-) (CB) hmm well you like many types (JD)


16. Have you ever seen me cry: in church when she's talking about her heart for young girls. (SK) i believe so...only because god is so good (JD)


17. Can I sing?: yeahh (SK) yepper (SM) Tis what I've heard but alas, mine ears have yet to alight upon the grace that is your heavenly voice. (RH) i bet you can. :] (S) yes you have a great voice (JD)


18. What is the best feature about me: your eyes (SK) your eyes (SM) Hmm, am I allowed to say this? haha jk. It's your personality! (RH) you've got a great personality. (S) Your eyes (CB) your eyes i think (JD)


19. Am I shy or outgoing: shy...just teasing (SM) Outgoing to people you know. Sorta like me. (RH) i'd say you're outgoing. definitely. :] (S) Outgoing for the most part (CB)


20. Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules: kinda both ;D (SK) uh...rebel! (SM) You defiantly stand under the "no loitering" sign as you rigidly follow the Word. :D (RH) mehhh, a good mix? hahaha. (S) You follow the rules :-) (CB) hmmm just depends lol (JD)


21. Do I have any special talents: doing makeup! (SK) yes...your a make up pro...to me that is a very special talent! (SM) You're good at scategories, and picking out what movie is playing without seeing it. And then there's the Bo staff skills. (RH) making people happyyy. (S) You can make sweets like none other!!! (CB)


22. Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, or something else (what): a mix of glam, sporty, and...LOVABLE lol (SK) punk/glam (that is a word by the way :) (SM) Vampire. (RH) You are something else...Haha your style is all Mary (CB)


23. I'm hot? Am I not? Go ahead, you can say ... : defffinitely hot ;D (SK) girl your hot :) (SM) i think you're very pretty. (S) I think you are beautiful (JD)


25. Have you ever hugged me: yes..best hugger ever! (SM) yes I have BFF (JD)


27. What is my favorite food: hmm for you at first i wanted to say mexican and then i thought chinese... (SM) Juice. Especially prune juice (RH) HOW about food in general for me lol (JD) ((The correct answer is: Everything except prune juice. Blah. Ha ha Nah, I guess African food is my fav.))


29. Am I dating anyone: you better not be or i should know about it :) (SM) Jesus (CB) Not at the moment :0) (JD) ((The correct answer is: Nope. Anyone have any suggestions? =P))


30. If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be: MC! (SK) cheeky ( b/c i love your smile) (SM) Um....nice lady? hmm, how about Count Von Mary. (RH) MAR MAR (JD)


31. What's your favorite memory of me: playing volleyball! (SK) every time i saw you in the church i can always count on a hug from you! (SM) I......I've got nothing....We usually have a lot of fun when we play games. (RH) When you found a twice folded potato chip and I tricked you into letting me "see it" and I ate it. You were so mad, then you yelled at me and told me that I owed you a Coke. Of course, I refused. (CB) I have many (JD)


33. Who do I like right now: Jesus! Lol (SK) God (SM) I have no idea. I'm sure you like Jesus. (RH) Im still asking that question (JD) ((The correct answer is: No one…not really anyway))


34. What is my worst habit: being a smart alleck...but I am too, so maybe it's a good thing ;D lololol (SK) always buying make up (SM) Leaving hair in the bathtub. ;-) (CB) ((The correct answer is: Overanalyzing things, I guess))


35. If you and I were stranded on a desert island, what is the one thing I would bring? your mac makeup lol (SK) a bible (SM) Chapstick. (RH) hmmmmmmmmmmm...a cell phone to call someone and get home! hahaha. (S) Chapstick is all you need, satisfaction guaranteed. (CB) your zune if you could (JD) ((The correct answer is: I honestly don’t know, but chapstick would be a plus. Ha ha))


36. Are we friends: si :) (SK) Yes (SM) Yes (RH) mhm! (S) Sure! :-) (CB) I'd hope so , My BFF (JD)


38. Do I believe in God? "Written on the bullet...say yes to pull the trigger"...Yes (CB) Yes you do (JD)


39. Am I family oriented? Sure, in a concealed, to yourself kinda way :D Like me! (RH) Very (CB)


40. Who is my best friend? Heather P.? (SK) hmm..your sister (SM) You have multiple....I think it's Beth? (RH) Beth Yao (CB) I guess you have many (JD) ((The correct answer is: Many))

Friday the 13th....

So, I decided to post the words to a song, by my new favorite band, Tenth Avenue North. You definitely need to check them out. Anyway, he pretty much explains why they wrote the song at the beginning. The one part of the bridge that I want to point out is, "Chasing lovers that won’t satisfy." How many times do we chase the things that won't satisfy us? We search for fulfillment, but we don't find it? Why? I think it's because most of the time we haven't been on our knees asking for the lover of our soul to reveal to us what we are supposed to do or what we need. I've been guilty of that.


Beloved
Mike Donehey


“The Bible is filled with wedding metaphors. When it talks about Christ and his church, it uses the analogy of a husband and a wife. In fact you could even argue that the reason marriage exists is to point to the greater reality of Christ. Over and over and over again, Christ calls the church, not just his wife, but his wayward wife. I was thinking one day, I wondered what it would sound like if Christ gave his wedding vows to me, as his church, as his bride and what those would sound like. So ‘Beloved’ is Jesus making vows to a wayward wife and the beautiful thing about Jesus is that when you’re his bride, divorce is not an option.”




Love of my life, Look deep in my eyes, There you will find what you need


Give me your life, The lust and the lies, And the past you’re afraid I might see, You’ve been running away from me


Chorus:
You’re my beloved
lover I’m yours
Death shall not part us
It’s you I died for
For better or worse
Forever we’ll be
My love it unites us and it binds you to me
It’s a mystery


Love of my life, Look deep in my eyes, There you will find what you need


I'm the giver of life, I’ll clothe you in white, My immaculate bride you will be, Come running home to me


Bridge:
You’ve been a mistress, my wife
Chasing lovers that won’t satisfy
Won’t you let me make you my bride
You will drink of my lips and you’ll taste new life


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V-day....

I "borrowed" this blog from Kara Miller (Her blogspot: http://whenwordsfailmusicexpresses.blogspot.com). Don't worry, I asked to "borrow" it. Ha ha I thought it was insightful and may encourage some of you single folks out there with V-day right around the corner. Enjoy!


How do you wait for heaven....


Then the time came whenthe risk it took to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom. - Anais Nin


It's little things that often remind us that God is listening. For days the desire for a boyfriend that would eventually become my husband and the father of my children, stirred in my heart as it so often does. I wanted to scream my desire from the nearest rooftop (we don't have mountains in north Florida) but shame told me that I should just keep how I was feeling bottled up inside. While blogging this afternoon I couldn't keep it quiet any more. Near the end I threw in that I'm tired of being single. I quickly followed it up with instructions to all who may read to save their preaching... I already know it all!


Last night I finally finished reading "Talent is Never Enough" by John Maxwell. I had been vacillating over what to read next. The debate was between a "fun" book, like Jane Austen or another fictional book from my roommate's library, or a spiritual one. Preparing to go to bed I put the finished book back in its place on the shelf (in alpha order by author) and started pondering again. I read the back of one book I had thought of reading when suddenly a thought struck me. "Do I have that Captivate book? I think the author's name starts with an 'e'." Sure enough in the "e" section was "Captivating" by John and Stasi Eldridge. (Yes, I have so many books that I don't really know what I have.)


Before I even cracked the cover I got the sense that by the end many of its pages will be stained with my tears. The quote above was one of the first things to tug at my heart. The second was, "We feel unseen, even by those who are closest to us. We feel unsought - that no one has the passion or the courage to pursue us, to get past our messiness to find the woman deep inside..." Yup! That was only page 7.


Then Stasi wrote, "When we are young, we want to be precious to someone - especially Daddy. As we grow older, the desire matures into a longing to be pursued, desired, wanted as a woman." She then wrote of a young woman who asked, "Why am I so embarrassed of the depth of my desire for this?" Stasi went on to write, "We were talking about her life as a single woman, and how she love her work but would much rather be married. 'I don't want to hang my life on it, but still, I yearn.' Of course. You're a woman."


WOW! There was such freedom in that. There's NO SHAME in my desiring a husband, a life-long best friend and co-adventurer. God made me to desire to love and be loved.


The lyrics to Born to Fly are all that came to mind when titling this blog:


I've been telling my dreams to the scarecrow
About the places that I'd like to see
I say, "Friend do you think I'll ever get there?"
Oh, and he just stands there smiling back at me


So, I confess my sins to the preacher
About the love I've been praying to find
Is there a brown eyed boy in my future?
He says, "Girl you've got nothing but time."


But how do you wait for heaven?
And who has that much time?
And how do you keep your feet on the ground
When you know
That you were born to fly?


**Please excuse any errors. I typed this entire entry from my cell phone!**

My Anti-Valentine........

Anywho, for those that have seen my quote up on any of my status':


"We fall in love when our imagination projects nonexistent perfection upon another person. One day, the fantasy evaporates and with it, love dies."


The reason I put this quote up is because it is so true. We have all these expectations that we set up because of what we have seen in movies, heard in a song, read in a book, seen on the outside of a couple's relationship (the outside can look perfect, but it's not always so), etc. So, when we fall in love, that person is "perfect." The thing is that none of us are perfect, especially by the standards that God sets before us. We can strive for perfection, but until we are in Heaven, we aren't, nor will we ever be perfect here on the earth. So, when we set someone up on the pedestal of perfection, most of the time we are disappointed, hurt, feel betrayed, etc. Why am I saying all of this? Because I have been there. I have put people up on that pedestal before and then when they crashed, they knocked me down right with them.


Our idea of love should be based on what God says that love is: love is patient, kind, does not envy, does not boast, it is not proud, rude, self-seeking, easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs, love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth, it always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres and most of all love never fails. (1 Cor. 13) How many of you have had any of these emotions? Jealousy, keeping records of wrongs, not trusting......yep, been there. Again, we're not perfect, but these are the things that we should live by. This is how God loves us. He's always patient. He is never rude. He keeps no record of our wrongs once we've asked for forgiveness. Well, I could keep going, but I think you get the point.


God's love for us surpasses anything that we can even imagine or think. When we make a commitment to God it's a lifelong thing that lasts through eternity. So, when you get in a dating relationship with someone or if it's just a friend or a family member; don't set them on a pedestal. It's a commitment. No one belongs up on a pedestal except God. He's the only one that won't fall or fail you. I guess that's what I've been trying to say this whole time.


Anywho, more to come on this subject matter. Stay tuned. ;) <3

To go deep or to not go deep.....that is the question.

So, as I am reflecting on just the absolute goodness of God to His children. I'm wondering if I should make this a deep blog or just keep it simple. Hmmm....


What it really comes down to in my life right now is that I am so extremely blessed with things that I didn't even know I needed. Friends that can make me laugh, think, and just let me be myself around them. Understand my zany sense of humor and everything. Ha ha I didn't know that I needed them, but God always knows what He is doing and what we need regardless of if we think we are fine or not. :)


Things are stirring on the inside of me. There are changes in the wind and opportunities to take. This year, I have decided that I will take more risks and that I won't let fear hold me back. I have also decided that I will do the things that I have never done before but wanted to....go to a hockey game, Renaissance Festival, Corn Maze, etc.


Bettering myself for me and no one else. Ha ha That's goes in all aspects of my life: spiritually, physically, mentally, etc. I have been trying to eat better and also working out. I don't want something as simple as bad health to hold me back from doing anything that my heart desires.


I refuse to be a part of "drama" filled people's lives. It's not worth my sanity. If it's none of my business, then I honestly don't want to know. So, don't tell me. I'll live without getting caught up in that junk.


I guess this is just a rant/rave about things, but maybe some of you feel the same way. I don't know.